cause i need you by my side.

I don't think I've ever needed my best friend more than I do now.

No further explanation needed.

♥JUEE.

plastic little spastic.

Because I cannot find my own words.

&&I cannot believe Alex thinks my previous post sounded like the bible.

"The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbour. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom."

-George Carlin.

On a random note;

I don't think I've ever hoped this much that what Belle claimed she saw at Pizza Hut the other day is true. Cause damn, wouldn't I be a lucky girl. So let's all pray that Nique's praying in that church she goes to every Friday in Terengganu.

And on a totally (other) random note;
I went to watch Sweeney Todd with Berl yesterday. One of those last minute decisions because well, "Berl's leaving on Thursday". HAHA :).

And now I'm just lazy to elaborate.

Homework time.

♥JUEE.

why should i be sad?

Ryan:

Why are you helping him with Summer?

Anna:

Why not?

Seth doesn’t see me that way.

When he looks at Summer he sees lips, and hair and boobs,

when he looks at me he sees...a lab partner.

We're...friends.

Sigh, perfect.

♥JUEE.

sometimes goodbye's the only way.

Have you ever wondered if anyone looked at you as you were walking down the street and said, "God, that girl is gorgeous"?

♥JUEE.

makes me crinkle my nose.

Happy Birthday Isaiah Joshua Thomas.

You truly are one of kind.
Plenty of birthday exes&ohs.

♥JUEE.

nobody loves me like you do.

A little late but 9th of January marked seventeen months.

Always&Forever Jonathan Gan.

I miss you dodol.

♥JUEE.

i hope he's a gentleman.

Hello world.

So I took a little break from blogging. Nothing intentional, it's just that switching on the computer feels like more of a chore nowadays. But I'm here, sorta.

It's pretty much an understatement to say that a lot has changed in the past week. In case you're unaware, I'm now a student at HELP, digging my own grave in A Levels. Thank goodness for Vid, Bree and Mandy who were my constant (phone) companions during orientation. There's only four Sri Amanians at HELP, and only one of them I'm close to - Belle. If you read her blog, you'd know that we have zero classes together and zero breaks together. I saw her for about two minutes the entire week. But I guess that gives room to make new friends, which I have been, sorta.

In every difficulty lies opportunity - Albert Einstein.

I know college is hard on you, take a moment to set your priorities, why you're there. Stick to that, you'll survive, and when you do, everything else falls into place. Fitting in is hard, just take it a day at a time. Worst case, I'm here for you. Goodnight Julie :)

-Superman; 11.51pm; 7th January
2008

For the first time since I've left, college actually made me miss high school. Well, sorta.

And I know it's only been a week, but I swear, it feels like I've been in college for like forever. My class is like China, if you know what I mean. And if you ask me, yes, college is overrated. I'm still pretty undecided about my subjects but something is making me stay in Further Maths. I think only Bree&Mei would know what I'm talking about. But it's getting better I suppose, despite him having some sort of (pretty) girlfriend. Yes, I'm oozing with jealousy.

Did I mention there's like zero hott guys? (Geez, I hope no A52 guy comes to my blog and reads this). Honestly, the three decent looking ones are all in the same class which happens to not be mine since I'm not taking Physics. God seems to have some other grand master plan worked out for me when it comes to guys. I'm just hoping He hears Nique's prayers. After all, she is going to church every Friday.

Oh btw, Nique's doing okay :). Or so she says la. Apparently, she's having fun at NS. I don't believe it. I mean, like hello? I'm not there? :)

Okay, I think I've lost track of my train of thoughts. I'm looking forward to college next week. Simply because I have two hours of Maths on Monday and that means :D (Bree understands!)

Have a good weekend people.

&&Happy (early) Sweet Sixteenth Isaiah Joshua Thomas <3.

♥ JUEE.

and i guess it's up to me.

So, how was your New Year's Eve?

♥ JUEE.