whistle for the choir.

It's exactly 5.46am and suprisingly enough, I've finally managed to log on to my account so I guess I'll sneak in an entry while the other two dungues in the room are sleeping...or at least trying to.

To my 'faithful' readers, fear not, for I have not left the blogging scene. My posts are all saved as drafts because I'm waiting for the pictures before I post them. Hopefully I'll get it done before the New Year.

I went out with the parents today. I wanted to shop. They wanted to watch James Bond. I guess you know what we ended up doing. It was an alright movie, much better than the last though. Instead of me being showered with belated birthday gifts, mummy decided to buy herself some stuff leaving me going home empty handed once again. I seriously need retail therapy. Anyone up to being my Santa?

It's kinda funny how when I was in UK, before I drifted off to dreamland, I would hope time would fly by faster so I could go home and be with my friends & Superman again; so I could waste countless number of hours going out and simply enjoying the holidays with the family I have chosen for myself.

But now that I'm here, all I can wish for is to just fly back, just to be with me, myself and I in a place unknown and escape reality that's slowly eating us me alive. We (almost) always want the exact opposite of what we have, I'd say. But if I knew how things would have changed when I got back, I would have chosen to stay there to keep things the way I remember it, the way I like it. I guess I'm just being a spoilt brat since I'm not the biggest fan of Mr.Change. But I guess I'm just learning to live life without you.

Okay, my tummy is aching now (I'm guessing it's from the buggified mac&cheese) so I guess I'm gonna crawl into bed and dream my unspoken wishes. Until next time, love much.

Grant my last request and just let me hold you,

Don't shrug your shoulders,

Lay down beside me,

Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere,

But one last time let's go there,

Lay down beside me...

jue*a boy like you's just irresistable.