Saturday, December 29, 2007

not one of them involving you.

It's amazing how much depth one person has. As the cliche as the Transformers' tag line goes, there's "more than meets the eyes".

It's funny how despite being constantly told not to do it when we were young(er), we still very frequently, judge a book by it's cover. We stereotype people based on his or her upbringing, their self presentation, their social group. Though those with good judgement can argue that a person can be valued it's worth in fifteen seconds, I am one of those people who'd beg to differ. I honestly think a person should make the effort to get to know someone else better before passing a judgement, for assumptions are seldom correct.

Today I learnt that even though a person can be categorized and grouped into certain clicks, it doesn't necessarily mean that where we fit in is where we belong or that being in that circle of friends means he or she is required to act in a certain way. At the risk of sounding as though I'm stereotyping, I'm from a girl's school so to say that happens all the time is truly an understatement.

It's weird to me how strong the under tow is of a seemingly calm ocean. Friends having on going feuds with other friends though not seen in the public eye. I find it strange that even though I'm almost reaching the ripe and tender age of sixteen, it's still pretty awkward to be around certain people that I've known for years. I find it strange that the people I call my close friends are the same people I cannot be around with most of the time. The chemistry is sortakinda missing, the spark has sortakinda disappeared. At least I'm comforted by the fact that I am not alone.

- Written at 1.06am; 4th November 2007.
jue*if i was invincible.

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Monday, December 24, 2007

littlesunshine&poyo.

Hello, friend.


Come back home soon? :)

jue*i hear the silence loud and clear.

Saturday, December 22, 2007

the devils in your kiss.

My Thursday,

We got the whole tour (twice! -though the one from David was just pathetic -_-) and free cupcakes :). And I simply love asking Adlan questions like, "So what if three people want to watch the movie?" and "What does the patterns on the carpet mean?"

My Friday,

Goodness, how I love these people to tiny Oreo bits.

I've been so caught up trying to cover every event that has been happening around me that I've slackened in writing posts that actually mean something. Posts that actually reflect my well being, my state of mind or my actual emotions.

It's no secret that I'm a perfectionist. And sometimes I think that it's less of a blessing than a curse...to myself.

Oh well, we'll (I'll) survive.

jue*but it's you I've fallen into.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

following a boy to a dance.

Sri Aman's Prom 2007.


For more pictures, click here <3.

jue*cause you make me smile.