say a prayer.

Only one question has been going through my mind the past few weeks;

What the fuck am I doing?

I don't have the right to be upset. I shouldn't be this emotionally involved. I can't let this control me. And the worst thing is, I know I'm heading down a one way road to self-destruction yet I can't seem to slam on the brakes. Not when there's the slightest possibility. Not when there's a chance.

So here I stand. A little saddened, a little discontent - but with no reason to feel this way.

All I need are a few answers.

All I need want is -

Where is this going?