Saturday, November 15, 2008

my best friend rocks.

You don't need me to tell you how much our friendship means to me. So you must understand how I was verging on being utterly upset (and slightly disappointed) over the last couple of weeks.

I know perfectly well that we both have insane schedules. Raised as overachievers, me thinks. We now have a different set of friends, a different college atmosphere and different piles of incomprehensible homework. But sometimes I feel like we're both not trying hard enough to hold on to this friendship. When there's a will, there's a way, right?

Trust me, I totally understand the whole wrapped up in the new-ness of everything and how we only have 24 hours a day. A person can only split him/herself up in so many ways. But to go two weeks without a single word is a little much - even with our hectic schedules combined.

I have to admit, some part of me is convinced that the silence only happened due to the fact I insisted on remaining close-mouthed, just to see if you would take time off to make the first move. But we all know how that turned out.

I just think a little improvement in communication skills is required - on both our parts. For now, only two roads separate us. I dread to think what would happen when those roads change into one big bad ocean and a thirteen hour time difference. Strangers, perhaps?

With all that said, I must say that I had insane amounts of fun yesterday. From the usual chatter, to forgetting money, to accidentally (almost) ending up in Cheras. It's amazing how I need not use actual words for you to understand what I'm trying to describe.

It was honestly an amazing way to end a turbulent week - with good company, good food and great gossip.

Just don't ever disappear again. I probably wouldn't be able to make it.


I sayang my best friend.

3 comments:

ieka zazili said...

:'( this post means a lot.

niquelim said...

i sayang you lots lots. promise i'll try and fix my bad disappearing habit. scratch that, i WILL fix it. me loves you tooo much! till our gabajillion things to do for the special day! :D woohoo. and yesterday was a very good breather from all the gilaness. ily long time. <3

Jules. said...

ieka; (:

nique; ily right back <3.