your love is just a lie.

Happy Belated Birthday to my darling neighbour, Faizatul Asna (:

Happy Birthday to my one of a kind friend, Sherrie Tam (:

&& last but not least,
Happy Early Birthday to the boy that makes one of my favourite girls happy, Adrian Lim (:

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On a completely different note,
Given everything that has been happening lately, I think I'm going to need some time off. Some time to just sit down and breathe (and maybe have some waffles from AC).

I just need a break.

crash into you.

Random words from that journal beside my bed;

25th April 2008

I think it's insane that I'm jealous of a girl I do not know. A girl I've never seen, never met, never even heard of - until today.

Jealous because she can have everything I want. Jealous that she's on the right path to my happy ending. Jealous that at the end of the day, she's that girl. And as life goes, I'm guessing she's probably one of the nicest people I could ever meet. The right one for him, the only one for him.

Oh, how I wish I could be that girl. To turn back time and be the girl he wanted by his side when all his dreams came true.

So I lie awake here thinking of what could have been, would have been and should have been had I not muttered words I barely meant.

Heh, it's funny cruel how karma works.

from a distance.

There was something she said last night that stuck in my head throughout the entire day today,

"I can't believe how brave you are to put yourself out there and say the words I could only dream of saying".

And that is why she's my best friend.

I love you, Lim Dominique Jo.

"When people hurt you, all I want to do is kill them."

echoes, silence, patience and grace.

For more than one reason;

"I come in here and I sit in silence and hear the echoes of who we used to be, and so I wish for patience, and grace, and the strength to just let him be happy. Mostly, I pray for the strength to not make his life worse because of what I want. That's the toughest part, letting go, you know? That's the part of grace that just really sucks."
-Peyton Sawyer.

Thanks for the memories.

on broken avenue.

From this point onwards, those months will remain nothing but a distant memory.

I'll miss you.