because of guys like you, they made waterproof mascara.

Trials have officially ended. A little anti climatic since my studying momentum slowed down after the first week. It really isn't our fault if we can't be persistent in the studying throughout the entire month. Trials are so bloody exhausting, a huge congratulations is fitting for anyone who survived it without driving themselves insane.

And yes, I am a drama queen.

Anyhoo, so it's 45 days to SPM and NiqueJilMimzMei and I decided to celebrate our impending doom by spending quality time together at Bangsar.

It was "tea" at Marmalade first where I had bread&butter pudding, Nique had her dinner (which was basically mouths full of spinach+bread) and the other three psycho never-been-to-marmalade before people had cupcakes&bruchetta. Oh, and Mei drank asam. Long story.

My everyday entertainment. The things we imagine. Btw, she's off the market. She's given her heart to a fictional character (yes, she is my friend).

My gorgeous pumps.

Then we moved to the little sofas while I stalked people on the street while the rest stared at the blinds. Truly fascinating, I must say.

I absolutely love this picture.

We left Marmalade after attempting to camwhore to walk off the pounds we shamelessly put on. Walked around Bangsar Village II, looking at things we can't afford to buy. Moved on to my shopping haven just outside to look-see-look-see at clothes&shoes. Conquered two rows of shops before heading back to Bangsar Village II to meet up with Zhen.

Joined in the buka puasa crowd at Ms.Read because Miriam made us. Accidentally ate calamari when I was supposed to be vegetarian today. Oops. Miriam said I'm not very religious, which would have made me very upset...if it wasn't true.

So we just sat around, enjoying each other's company. I sure as hell enjoyed Mei's ;)

And then we left rather early leaving Zhen&Mimz behind because Nique had ballet and I didn't want to be out so long. Talked about prom on the way back with Aunty Marge. Haha. And the night continued with funny web cam conversations with Calvin&Joshua -both horny little buggers.

Oh, and my ICC post is finally up.

jue*the one guy that deserves you is the one guy that thinks he doesn't.

there's nobody singing to me now.

I just came out of the shower (the place where I dwell in my thoughts the most) and I now have this intention to just writewritewrite. I spent over an hour drafting out a post with gut wrenching confessions and thoughts that I was almost certain I would delete the whole thing.

...And I did.

It's been so long since I've poured my heart out that the mere thought of it seems extremely foreign. I've learnt to avoid the urge to tell my life story to anyone who's listening. I used to be able to tell people exactly how I feel when I feel it. I spoke my goddamn mind.

But now it just seems proper to keep things to myself.

Despite your objections, I still believe that people do change, that they can if they want to. Nothing stays the same - that's just the way things are. The only thing that's constant is the fact that nothing really is. Deal with it.

jue*you're not the one for me.

Random : 19th September 2007 marked one of the funniest phone conversations I've had in awhile though albeit short. I've almost forgotten how great it is to talk to him (plus the small fact that he sounds hotter now -voice broke. Ha ha.). Isn't it funny that I've texted and talked to the Ex-Boyfriend in the past week more than I've had with you in two weeks? And you said you never wanted to lose me. It's a little late for that now.

fifteen going on one.

About a week ago, my dad indirectly said I've put on weight.

....Okay, he didn't. He said I'm getting my baby face shape back. And in case you didn't know, I was one chubby baby. (I can hear Joshua laughing right about now)

Picture proof that I was fat. Like hello, can you just see the double chin? Excuse the poor picture quality. My dad had stuck this picture in a frame for so long it's practically glued to the glass.

These two really loved dressing me up. I'm a style star!

My first birthday :)

Model coming through ;).

Well there you go. Yes, I did look very chinese. And yes, everytime I show my mum my early baby pictures, she thinks it's my brother.

jue*caught you in the morning.

when love loses its cause.

To that someone,

Thank you for showing me that I should have never gone against my instinct.
You're nothing but a fading memory.

jue*i let myself fall in love with you.

get back to the disaster.

Random picture just because I think it's cute,

Me missing you Berlin Liew <3.

Oh and because I'm finally able to log into my Photobucket account, I've published a long overdue post that was saved under my drafts.

Must moralize myself now. Cheers! :)

jue*if i was juliet, would you be my romeo?