love exhibition.

I want to kiss you underneath the stars.

Just like before.

we just don't care.

blink - I'm the kinda girl who eats only the Red sent 4/6/2008 10:22 AM:
like, i REALLY wasn't expecting it..

blink - I'm the kinda girl who eats only the Red sent 4/6/2008 10:22 AM:
and plus i wanted to plan what i would say first, cos well, you kinda left me speechless.

blink - I'm the kinda girl who eats only the Red sent 4/6/2008 10:23 AM:
i mean it was fishy that you asked for my address and all, (but you have no idea how many people have my address and have not written to me)

blink - I'm the kinda girl who eats only the Red sent 4/6/2008 10:23 AM:
and like well, honestly that was one helluva sweet card.

blink - I'm the kinda girl who eats only the Red sent 4/6/2008 10:24 AM:
i felt like crying after i read it (but again because i was so burnt out from the morning exams) but i couldnt, so i was literally jsut left there STARING at the card.

blink - I'm the kinda girl who eats only the Red sent 4/6/2008 10:24 AM:
ILY babe.

blink - I'm the kinda girl who eats only the Red sent 4/6/2008 10:24 AM:
like, really,..

blink - I'm the kinda girl who eats only the Red sent 4/6/2008 10:24 AM:
(plus this was what i was hinting about when i said you and belle are not allowed to start celebrating.)

blink - I'm the kinda girl who eats only the Red sent 4/6/2008 10:25 AM:
and like, i'm taking my card into school today to parade round to everyone to show my julie off.

blink - I'm the kinda girl who eats only the Red sent 4/6/2008 10:25 AM:
and fyi i still look like shit in the photos.

blink - I'm the kinda girl who eats only the Red sent 4/6/2008 10:26 AM:
but yes babe, i think the point i'm trying to make but probably not very successfully is ThankYou.

blink - I'm the kinda girl who eats only the Red sent 4/6/2008 10:26 AM:
for everything.

blink - I'm the kinda girl who eats only the Red sent 4/6/2008 10:26 AM:
in the past 2++ years, thankyou for everything.

blink - I'm the kinda girl who eats only the Red sent 4/6/2008 10:28 AM:
like, i'm not sure how many times i've said this but i'll say it again.

blink - I'm the kinda girl who eats only the Red sent 4/6/2008 10:28 AM:
you saved me, whether you knew you were doing it or not.

blink - I'm the kinda girl who eats only the Red sent 4/6/2008 10:28 AM:
thanks babe, for being everything i could ever want in a friend.

blink - I'm the kinda girl who eats only the Red sent 4/6/2008 10:29 AM:
9 months down babe, only 1044 to go till i'm 105. which means its only 1020 till our camerons trip.

blink - I'm the kinda girl who eats only the Red sent 4/6/2008 10:29 AM:
i'm SO looking forward to that.

Anytime, anyday babe.

I'm always here for you, even though you're half way across the world.

So before your Malaysian birthday is almost up,

Happy Eighteenth (:

She's only happy when I'm sad.

Can't wait for you to come back home.

that thing you do.

I don't usually blog in the morning but my hormones are all over the place and well, Economics isn't exactly helping.

Here's another reason why I love my best friend;

Because she helps in any way she can without me having to ask. Because she doesn't need me to tell her how much he means to me. Because she understands.

Twenty-one months, three weeks and five days.

We really do miss you, dodol ♥.

boots with the fur.

Random post before I hit the sack;

About two weeks ago, Warren had sent me a text saying,

"Hey manju, ming n i reckon u look like jessica alba on the cover of the latest fhm issue ;) Cheers from down under."

So today, I took the time to look for a picture of the cover, since it wasn't available online a couple of weeks ago.

Someone needs glasses.

And no, I don't mean me.

i'll be good and you'll be a minute.

I've tried to come up with some metaphoric way of expressing everything that's going on in my head but all I've come up with are lines just worthy enough to be trash thrown at the side of an already filthy road.

I blame it on the lack of socializing for the past three weeks or so.

I feel like I've made a complete 180 since starting college. But without knowing the actual problem, I don't know what to fix. And this is me assuming there's a problem to begin with.

It's funny from being a pretty well connected girl in high school, often known for her extremely loud voice and being such a chatterbox, I'm now the quiet girl that barely makes effort to strike a conversation. The one that isn't as well connected as the others. The one that has one too many "alone" times. The one that should start making more friends. I no longer throw myself into college activities like I once did in high school. I don't stand out, and that bugs me a little.

Oh, how things have changed. And there's just one line that constantly plays in my head, "Now she's like the Manjuli in high school."

Wow, what a way to be demoted.

But then again, didn't they say (whoever they may be) that the higher you stand, the further you fall?

A roller coaster ride that lasted five months. Five very long months. And as we enter the sixth, it's clear to me that the ride has gone way off track. Gone beyond the familiarities of what used to be, the sights and sounds that were almost predictable. It's a whole different course now, a whole different place. And it's taken me five months to come to turns that things won't return to where it was.

We've truly past the point of no return.