i hope he's a gentleman.

Hello world.

So I took a little break from blogging. Nothing intentional, it's just that switching on the computer feels like more of a chore nowadays. But I'm here, sorta.

It's pretty much an understatement to say that a lot has changed in the past week. In case you're unaware, I'm now a student at HELP, digging my own grave in A Levels. Thank goodness for Vid, Bree and Mandy who were my constant (phone) companions during orientation. There's only four Sri Amanians at HELP, and only one of them I'm close to - Belle. If you read her blog, you'd know that we have zero classes together and zero breaks together. I saw her for about two minutes the entire week. But I guess that gives room to make new friends, which I have been, sorta.

In every difficulty lies opportunity - Albert Einstein.

I know college is hard on you, take a moment to set your priorities, why you're there. Stick to that, you'll survive, and when you do, everything else falls into place. Fitting in is hard, just take it a day at a time. Worst case, I'm here for you. Goodnight Julie :)

-Superman; 11.51pm; 7th January
2008

For the first time since I've left, college actually made me miss high school. Well, sorta.

And I know it's only been a week, but I swear, it feels like I've been in college for like forever. My class is like China, if you know what I mean. And if you ask me, yes, college is overrated. I'm still pretty undecided about my subjects but something is making me stay in Further Maths. I think only Bree&Mei would know what I'm talking about. But it's getting better I suppose, despite him having some sort of (pretty) girlfriend. Yes, I'm oozing with jealousy.

Did I mention there's like zero hott guys? (Geez, I hope no A52 guy comes to my blog and reads this). Honestly, the three decent looking ones are all in the same class which happens to not be mine since I'm not taking Physics. God seems to have some other grand master plan worked out for me when it comes to guys. I'm just hoping He hears Nique's prayers. After all, she is going to church every Friday.

Oh btw, Nique's doing okay :). Or so she says la. Apparently, she's having fun at NS. I don't believe it. I mean, like hello? I'm not there? :)

Okay, I think I've lost track of my train of thoughts. I'm looking forward to college next week. Simply because I have two hours of Maths on Monday and that means :D (Bree understands!)

Have a good weekend people.

&&Happy (early) Sweet Sixteenth Isaiah Joshua Thomas <3.

♥ JUEE.

and i guess it's up to me.

So, how was your New Year's Eve?

♥ JUEE.

not one of them involving you.

It's amazing how much depth one person has. As the cliche as the Transformers' tag line goes, there's "more than meets the eyes".

It's funny how despite being constantly told not to do it when we were young(er), we still very frequently, judge a book by it's cover. We stereotype people based on his or her upbringing, their self presentation, their social group. Though those with good judgement can argue that a person can be valued it's worth in fifteen seconds, I am one of those people who'd beg to differ. I honestly think a person should make the effort to get to know someone else better before passing a judgement, for assumptions are seldom correct.

Today I learnt that even though a person can be categorized and grouped into certain clicks, it doesn't necessarily mean that where we fit in is where we belong or that being in that circle of friends means he or she is required to act in a certain way. At the risk of sounding as though I'm stereotyping, I'm from a girl's school so to say that happens all the time is truly an understatement.

It's weird to me how strong the under tow is of a seemingly calm ocean. Friends having on going feuds with other friends though not seen in the public eye. I find it strange that even though I'm almost reaching the ripe and tender age of sixteen, it's still pretty awkward to be around certain people that I've known for years. I find it strange that the people I call my close friends are the same people I cannot be around with most of the time. The chemistry is sortakinda missing, the spark has sortakinda disappeared. At least I'm comforted by the fact that I am not alone.

- Written at 1.06am; 4th November 2007.

jue*if i was invincible.

on the first day of christmas.

littlesunshine&poyo.

Hello, friend.


Come back home soon? :)

jue*i hear the silence loud and clear.