paper bags & plastic hearts.

I've been trying to change my layout but blogger is being a bitch and anyone who has heard me rant enough knows I'm very picky with layouts so when I actually find one that I like, I intend to use it but now I can't because blogger's a bitch so if anyone's nice enough to help me out here (I'm not used to asking people for help with codes cause I'm usually self sufficient) pleaseplease tag or leave a comment or something because this is so frustrating, I'm going to study.

Yeay, Danil helped me and now my new layout is up and running. Just a few more tweaks here and there (I really have to start studying soon) and it'll be perfect. Much thanks to you Dan :).

jue*i'm feeling yummy head to toe.

just for one night.

That could have been me.

Like seriously.

like you always do.

I've actually done this before in my previous blog but I really have nothing better to do so here it goes again.

Seven things to be done before my death.
1. Travel around the world.
2. Have a bonfire party.
3. Own my Jimmy Choo(s).
4. Be successful - in love, work and life.
5. Make peace with past flings.
6. Live abroad.
7. Love with no conditions.

Seven things I will not do even if it kills me.
1. Commit murder.
2. Smoke.
3. Play dirty to achieve something.
4. Stop writing.
5. Sell my self worth.
6. Lose faith.
7. Never love again.

Seven things I do when I'm alone.
1. Dance like no one is watching.
2. Cry.
3. Read through my old cards and letters.
4. Reminisce.
5. Write.
6. Look at old pictures.
7. Sleep.

Seven favourite sentences/quotes.
1. Like, SERIOUSLY?
2. ......kan?
3. Like...like...like...like...
4. Too
5. many
6. Grey's Anatomy
7. quotes.

Seven favourite songs of all time.
Too many really, but here's a few from the top of my head.
1. Wonderwall - Oasis
2. The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls
3. Last Kiss - Pearl Jam
4. Set the Fire on the Third Bar - Snow Patrol feat. Martha Wainwright
5. Never Ever - All Saints
6. Last Request - Paolo Nutini
7. Doing That Thing You Do - The Wonders

And I don't feel like doing the last two. Cheers.

jue*but i try and try to forget you boy.

whatever you make it to be.

To think that at this very moment, in exactly thirty seven days, I'd be sitting in a hall with 200+ of my other schoolmates, attempting to skillfully tackle our BM paper. I could never imagine this point. Nothing lasts forever, and high school is just yet another chapter of our lives. It's not that we've never known this is our last year, it's the very fact that time isn't stopping, that it really is happening, that in two months, we'll me leaving this hell hole we call school.

And I'm sure going to miss it.

I've always imagined my last year to be memorable. That I'd be with my best of friends, going through the greatest of times. Maybe it's the sheer fact that I've put an expectation on this year to outdo the last. And we all know high expectations only lead to disappointment. I dread to think that in the future, I'll barely have good memories of this year. Nothing but burnt bridges, failed relationships and meaningless days. It's as though this year went by while I was in some sort of daze.

Okay, I got sidetracked and I don't know where I'm going with this post anymore.

Fifty one days and we'll be done with high school.

"Strange. But even when you know it has to end, when it finally does, you always get that inevitable twinge: Have i done the right thing?"
-Jude Law in Alfie

jue*if only i could turn back time.

Random : Do you remember that day when you asked me what you did? Despite my constant denials, you should have seen my smile. And yes, I really wish that came true. You still send shivers up my spine, darl. You'd remain that one person I'd never ever forget. I miss you.

you can't stop me.

Finally, decent pictures.

Because he likes one and I like another.

jue*like rock'n'roll without a drummer.